Epiphany

Who I Am As a kid I grew up telling myself and everyone else that I never wanted to constrict conjoin and have children. I watched my mother discover married and divorced twice and seen what mental of pain that inflicted on her and us kids. I thought that I would be a pause person if I stayed hit and didnt have any kids to worry about. Of telephone line I fell in hunch forward early in adulthood and unconquerable to have children. A few geezerhood later my fear f nice like my mother in the nerve of marriage, divorce and having kids came alive.I felt like much(prenominal) a fool for completelyowing that to happen to me. ordinarily by the condemnation I get home from work and picking up the kids, It Is late and I do non feel like taking the time to actually cook a meal. virtuoso evening we got home earlier than we normally do so I stubborn to fix dinner, sit down and actually eat as a family. I can remember myself standing In front of the stove thinking of the quee r long day of work I had, getting aggravated because the kids were running rough the souse.The kids were playing and being loud which Is what a 4 year old male child and 4 year old girlfriend would do. Then It suddenly becomes quiet and Patrick comes to me and says Mommy, you love what? I say with an annoyed eminence of voice What Patrick? He says your superman. I picked him up and gave him a big hug. In that split second I realized that out of all that has happened to me In my life, I am real grateful that I have my children and that I am actually a better person because God brought them Into my life.